"Dreams are not iffy." Abraham and Ester Hicks
The whisper is not a whisper. It is a conversation - persistent. The waiting is only postponing. As you have requested, the conversation will continue. Consistent, present - persistent. The whisper is not a whisper.
Eventually, you have to give in to your dream. (This was the original choice.) It has a kind of unrelenting kindness. It is swift when you give way to that which you have asked for.
Why would you give up on something you care about so much? You can't. It is real. If you want it, you must.
What if all of life is moving itself into position to satisfy just what you have been reaching for all along?